Is not happinese

Where am i?

Where everybody?

Iam alone again?

Right....

Even when my feet are too tired

Even when i feel like i do not have the srtength to go on....

I stiil keep on walking....

Because, somehow i know you’ll be there.....

At the end of this long, seemingly endless road...

You’ll never know...

Just how much you mean to me

Even tough i cant find the words to explain why?...

No matter where iam..

As long as i can see your smile...

Just as long as i can hear you cal my name

I know everything gonna be alright

All i ever want....

Is to stay forever, next to you...

Oh...

Right...

How foolish of me...

You already hace someone...

By your side...

No mather how long i stretch my arm i can never reach you...

No mather how fast i run forward i can never come closer to your heart...

The one who owns his heart, is stiil a princess...

Even tough he never probably can never be prince.  You wan to be...

You stiil belong to the same world with him...

You know just like the mermaid in that old fairy tale...

I took the evil witch’s poison

To enter your world...

And escape mine...

Just like a mermaid struggle to fit in...

But deep down...

I know...

I can never belong to the world your living in...

We both understand so well how different we are...

And...

 Just like a foolish mermaid. I fal for someone whose heart has already been taken...

Futilaly cashing after a beautiful illusion that can never come true...

And yet i believe...

Even when the mermaid throws herself into the cold, dark, bottomless and dissolves into foam...

All she prays for is the princes happiness.

Thats why...

Even if being with you for the rest of my life just an impossible dream...

Even if the end, i’m nothing

But an undetected and silent shadow

Passing throuh your world...

Even it’s just a very short moment...

I still want to stay

Next to you...

In a small corner of your life...

Even if everthing between us

Can disapper in a blink af an eye...

Just like the snow falling down

From the sky at this very moment...

I still want to stand by you...

Watching this world of make believe fade away...

Until all our hertbreakingly beautiful memories turn to dust...

After all...

For someone who has nothing like me...

What i need...

Is not happiness...

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